WITH COLLEGE APPS BABYY
TIME TO PARTY.
Oh wait that’s been done already HAHA. Just keeding. :)
I am thankful for having such a supportive father. He always finds a way to comfort me in the worst possible situation. I know I fucked up a lot and didn’t get the grades he’d expect from me, but he hasn’t given up on me yet. I wish my mom were the same..
I miss you dearly.
SO MY ECONOMICS TEACHER IS RETARDEDLY HILARIOUS. Its like.. we’re at a comedy show everytime I’m in class.
today, he said with a really straight looking face “I do not feel bubbly today”
the whole class bursted into laughter
can’t forget his odd hand gestures and posture too! haha I’m gonna miss him 2nd semester :(
So this year, I don’t think my wrecked family and I will be celebrating our holidays together.
Nowadays, our media focuses on how perfect one can look. I mean, there is nothing wrong with that but I feel it gets down a lot of people. It makes them feel insecure. I will continue this after I have my JSA meeting. Be back in 2 hours!
A lot of you ladies out there sell yourselves so short. You nitpick at all your flaws and you have so many insecurities. Everyone has flaws. Everyone has insecurities. I have yet to find a perfect individual. Show me a person you think is perfect, and I’ll show you someone who does have flaws and insecurities, yet chooses to look past those things and present herself in a manner that screams I AM MYSELF, THERE IS NO ONE ELSE OUT THERE QUITE LIKE ME. AND I AM DAMN PROUD OF THAT. Wear your confidence proudly girls. Because the first step in having everyone else around you believe in you, is believing in yourself. Do that and everyone will eventually follow suit.
10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now.
1 - I can’t seem to fully trust you no matter how hard I try.
2 - Please get out of my life.
3 - STOP SUFFOCATING ME, I’M A BIG GIRL NOW I LEARN TO DEAL WITH MY OWN PROBLEMS.
4 - I kind of miss you.
5 - Maaan, you are so cute.
6 - I’ll always be here for you.
7 - I’m sorry, but if I’m not responding to your facebook ims and comments, it must mean I don’t want to talk to you. Get a clue.
8 - I wish you weren’t such a hypocrite..
9 - I’m sorry I act like such a bitch sometimes, I really don’t mean it the worst of me comes out.
10 - Who are you?
9 things people may not know about you.
(actually people probably know because i’m pretty open, lol)
1 - I’m pretty messed up emotionally. Although I don’t show it.
2 - I take scary movies seriously, til this day I still think about the Grudge, Paranormal, and whatever other scary movie I’ve seen.
3 - I wish my life were simple.
4 - My grades area really bad..
5 - As much as I eat, I barely gain weight. Which is a bittersweet thing.
6 - I really hate clingy people.
7 - I own roughly.. 500 dollars or more worth of make up, but I barely use them. They’re collecting dust. I wish I had more use for them.
8 - I really miss tennis season. Not the coach though, he can go die.
9 - My main goal in life is to happy.
8 ways to win my heart.
1 - Smell really, really good.
2 - Don’t be clingy. What a turn-off.
3 - BE TALLER THAN MEEE :)
4 - Not suffocate me, I know too many girls with overpowering boyfriends.
5 - Surprise me with food HAHA.
6 - Ryan Reynolds. Just kidding. His body!? On your face.. haha
7 - Guys who can dress themselves nicely.. oh you know.. Dress shirt, nice pants, shoes that match with what they’re wearing, and a nice sports jacket on top. Yummy.
8 - Do cute things.
7 things that cross your mind a lot.
1 - Number one priority in life right now, FOOD.
2 - BMW’s.. something about them damn German cars.
3 - My stupid grades..
4 - What I’m going to major in.
5 - The future.
6 - Shopping.. wtf compulsive shopper :(
7 - Senior year.
6 things you do before you fall asleep (not in order).
1 - Text people!
2 - Je me brosse les dents!
3 - Look at facebook..
4 - Look at Twitter..
5 - Read FML
6 - Compile a list of homework I have to do in the morning :)
5 things you notice in the opposite sex.
1 - Face
2 - What car they drive.. HAHAHAH.
3 - Posture.
4 - The way they talk
5 - How they dress. Bite me I’m shallow.
4 things you wish you never did.
1 - Slack off Sophomore and Junior year.
2 - Party at Max’s
3 - Become obsessive over makeup
4 - Start talking to you..
3 songs to describe your life.
1 - Defying Gravity - Glee version.
2 - Don’t Stop Believing - Glee version again hahah.
3 - Corinne Bailey Rae - Like A Star
2 things you want to do before you die.
1 - Go to Paris, London, Tokyo, and New Zealand.
2 - Learn to listen without a biased opinion.
1 - I’m terrified for the future.
credit cards are monsters! I DON’T WANT IT ANYMORE. Knowing… what a high amount is contained in this little card, I can’t help but buy whatever I want.
CONTROL YOURSELF, OLIVIA, CONTROL YOURSELF.
- d 0 r K a Y y X: i saw your mother at the homecoming game!
- d 0 r K a Y y X: she said
- d 0 r K a Y y X: you met emma
- d 0 r K a Y y X: and she has your number!
- athannayengfay: lol
- athannayengfay: yea
- athannayengfay: that was a long time ago
- d 0 r K a Y y X: hahaha!
- d 0 r K a Y y X: omgosh
- d 0 r K a Y y X: i found out this weekend
- d 0 r K a Y y X: how lucky of you!
- athannayengfay: haha
- athannayengfay: its just whatever
- athannayengfay: i didnt have my phone at the time
- athannayengfay: so i didnt get hers
- d 0 r K a Y y X: aww man
- athannayengfay: she plays tennis so we were gonna play
- d 0 r K a Y y X: HOW CUTE!!
- athannayengfay: but i doubt shes gonna call
- d 0 r K a Y y X: howd you meet her!
- athannayengfay: cuz shes busy w/ burberry
- d 0 r K a Y y X: omg -_-
- d 0 r K a Y y X: she looks so hot in burberry
- athannayengfay: well
- athannayengfay: lol
- athannayengfay: she was at the georgetown vs brown tennis game
- athannayengfay: and so was i
- athannayengfay: and she introduced herself
- athannayengfay: and we got talking
- athannayengfay: yea
- I'm pretty freaking jealous : ( BTW, we're taking about Emma Watson from Harry Potter! Who is now attending Brown!
This was a topic I’ve been wanting to blog about recently, but I haven’t found time for it. Since I’m at home waiting for KOGI I’ll proceed with it now! For the past 2 weekends, I’ve been partying with the Class of 2010. It’s been fun in the long run, since I was sober at these 2 parties, but another side of people I’ve never seen before has emerged from them when they’re under the influence. Honestly, I don’t think I’ve ever been this dumbfounded. Example A, a certain girl who has always been a goodytoo shoes and have never been to a party or had access to alcohol. The first weekend, she went home pretty red, but didn’t get as fucked up as the 2nd weekend. The second weekend, she completely trashed herself. Off of what? Half a wine cooler and 2 games of beer pong. Honestly.. that wasn’t much to handle. I don’t know know, a little dumb don’t you think? The next day there were pictures of her passed out and comments concerning her.
I guess, I like being the sober kid at these things. I love seeing how dumb people act it’s quite amusing.
It was the first time seeing him since our break up over a year ago. Did memories flood back? Did I suddenly get overwhelmed with a sense of nostalgia? NOPE. All I wanted to do was look for his ugly ass, old ass Accord and key that motherfucker. :) We found it, but I controlled myself. I have moved on. I have Christopher now. :)
Good luck with girlfriend #328409385093, you manwhore! I should have went up to the girl he was with and told her to remember to wear condoms because Lord knows how many Vs that P has been inside. =T
GAGSFGASGAGGAGA YOURE SO FUNNY
IS THIS D?
THE NIGGA THAT CANT SING :) HAHAHAHAH!!!